Rihanna's and Chris Brown's Public Displays of Affection
During her interview on Oprah's Next Chapter, a tearful Rihanna admitted that she and Brown were working on their friendship and are very close despite him being in a new relationship. "It's awkward because I still love him. My stomach drops and I have to maintain this poker face and not let it get to the outer part of me. I have to maintain it and suppress it. When you don't understand those feelings you can make a lot of mistakes," she said. "I think he is the love of my life. He was my first love."