Based on the post, the 26-year-old father can't find the answers he’s looking for. “I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that," he writes. "Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can't speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see.
“I talk to God a lot now,” continues the “Loyal” singer. “He's given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz [sic] of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz [sic] of the choices I've made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it's like to be a young black 'n***a' in America. I always see the good in people even when they don't see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what's inside. This is my white flag."
The Virginia native is ready to switch it up, "surrender to life and all its blessings" and lay low. "I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY!"
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